So much thinking......

Taryn apparently feels as though she is responsible for this seen as she made a comment for me to get cracking on my next entry. However, I did have a few things on my heart which I wanted to share. So I got back at like 3:30 in the morning from a weekend in the bustling city of Lloydminster. Took in a little v-ball, hung out with some friends and did no homework which I am now dearly paying for. Went to church on sunday with Paul Armbruster to my friends church and was really challenged to have greater faith than I do at times. To pray with more conviction and trust in the promises of God. I was also shown just how special some people in my life really are and how I hadn't fully realized that until now. I also have noticed how obnoxious and hurtful I can be when my relationship with Christ and the time I spend in the Word sucks. I regularly tease a fair bit but my discernment on when to tread lightly definitely has been lacking lately. I also find that being myself is so hard. Those people who I enjoyed being around before and had wonderful times and conversations with at times seems sometimes forced and awkward. To these people I apologize. I am overwhelmed by how good God has been to me, how incredibly blessed I am to have enjoyed all that life has been for me. It pains me when I realize how badly I have taken for granted and wasted those blessings. How many times I have personally pounded the nails into Jesus' hands. May He be faithful and just to forgive me of that. So there it is, revealing some of my thoughts to a bunch of people I hardly know. But I do believe that we all can have greater faith and that in Christ our transformation is possible, even for a stone hearted fool like myself.

So I am so struggling with the topic of choice for my first blog entry. Unlike Jammer, I do not ordinarily wear sketchy outfits, so my hilariousness is automatically one bar lower. And unfortunately, with his ramblings on camp this summer and the activities that we all my ideas as director (well, some of them) are shot to pieces! So to give you a taste of my life here are some pics of random things. Home, camp and the like. Dont get too excited now. Its pretty weak but there's a few shots for ya. Hopefully I can come up with something better soon. I have a paper awaiting. Over and out.